You're finally getting what you want, and you think...is this it? So maybe everything you want for yourself isn't exactly what you need? NO. You just suck at thoroughly enjoying the moment. Instead of waiting for things to be the way you expect them, cherish how you feel at this moment in time. Life is not about waiting around, it is about action. It's all about LIVING. So live. Stop pretending and be real. Put everything on the table so there aren't misconceptions. It sounds so much like I'm saying these things and I don't know, but I do. If you hide things, slowly reveal them, you're just setting yourself up for rejection in the long run. Personally, I'd rather be rejected while I'm still prepared to be hurt.
Truth.